2 a.m.

It is 2 o'clock in the morning, June 2, 2008 and I can't sleep...too many things are going through my mind right now. This weekend was a blast...played baseball, hung out with my buddy AJ Soldo from California, went to see the Strangers with my roommate, his girlfriend, and AJ(scariest movie I have ever seen!!), went to see Andy Davis tonight...if you haven't heard his music, it would be a very smart decision to take a listen...believe me, he is awesome!! It was a great time, but as I lay in my bed I just can't seem to turn off my mind. It happens quite often to be honest, but tonight for some reason is harder than usual. I am praying that the Lord will bless the works of my hands, that He would begin to show me why I was created, why I am in Nashville, why...its the question that haunts my thoughts, my prayers, my ideas. I know that its an age old question, but c'mon...an answer here and there would be a blessing for sure! I am in the midst of some life altering decisions, which is a little stressful to say the least, and it has been so good to be able to chat with AJ about them this week. I know that the Lord has a plan, that He has a purpose, it is just a little muddled right now. I am not wallowing in self-pity right now, its just late and I need to sleep to be ready for work tomorrow...so I am off to try for the umpteenth time to sleep.